A Pro-Con.

"Behind all the shit you've heard, shit you've seen, and shit you will see, is the truth."

the truth is, i don't know where i'm going or where i'll end up.
i've fucked up too many times to count.
half the free world has seen me naked.
i've lost children.
i've broken a heart or two.
i've been heart broken.
i've been bitter, sad, angry, afraid, depressed, every emotion you can imagine.

But I'm still here!

whether or not you like me, is none of my concern. you're gonna respect me regardless, at least to my face if nothing else. i take pride in being the person that i am. the not too girly-girl who can recite a rap verse like i took the time to write it myself. the no nonsense, no hair on her tongue bitch. the woman that's mature enough to know when she's lost and not throw a tantrum about it. all these things make me. the positive, the negative, the good the bad & the SUPA UGLY. i'm not the skinniest broad on the planet, but i AM comfortable in my own skin. my insecurities are heavy, but i manage to balance them out with my confidence. not everyone will agree with me, and that's okay because at the end of the day, whatever opinions i have/will voice[d] are my own. i've gained friends, and sadly i've lost some.

PEOPLE CHANGE
PEOPLE CHANGE
PEOPLE CHANGE

everyone will claim to have your back, but when shit really hits the fan, you'll be left standing alone, no matter how 'close' you think you are. everyone's got their own best interests in mind, so i never fully trust anyone. i don't let past experiences ruin future ones, i'm not on that 'Niggas Ain't Shit' tip, i'm just a girl who's waiting. waiting for some real shit to pass through, 'cause when it does i'm snatchin' it up. really though, i have a lot of people who don't like me for one reason or another, and that's cool. just know that i am not now, nor will i ever lose sleep about it. to everyone who's ever subliminally let me have it, grow a set. 'cause if i have something to say, you will be addressed. to the niggas goin' hard to get between my two lips, cut that shit short. to the females suckin' their teeth when i walk by, lighten up. no gas, no gimmicks, no hype, i am the only me there will ever be. so if you're apart of my life, don't ever try to change me. you'll only be wasting your time.

PEACE