judgementals.

most people may already know, some may not but my nudes were exposed april of last year. it's one thing to send your pics out to people & have them put them up, but it's another to have someone go to the extreme of hacking your email, just to see you naked. i'll admit, i wasn't at my best weight when these pictures were taken; but the person they were meant for had already seen me naked & loved my body. i don't understand why i'm still the center of scrutiny a year later but, honestly "niggas need to get off my dick". as i said, these pictures are old, i don't look like that anymore, and to be honest, it's hilarious to see people still going hard to bring me down. i've gotten over the fact that these pictures are out for all to see, i don't visit the site to avoid reading people's comments, why? because i refuse to let what other people say influence/effect me in any way. my heart goes out to other girls who have been/are in my situation, because i know how it feels to have people i know look at me differently because of it. i have to explain this to every man i have any type of interest in and cringe as i await his reaction; this isn't the easiest thing to deal with, but i hold my head high & still manage to do me. it still continues to follow me around obviously; an anonymous twitter account has been posting them up on twitter, he probably is someone with a personal vendetta against me, or maybe he's just a fuckin' loser who's bored with his life, who knows? i just wanna tell this person this: thank you for making me feel so important! <3

a woman shouldn't be made to feel any less of a woman because she doesn't have a model's body. i am a real woman who goes through ups & downs with her weight, just like every other woman on this planet. so fuck what you think, fuck all the effort you put into typing hurtful shit; 'cause i know a handful of niggas who love my body for what it is!